Eva´s Story as a victim of trafficing.


I have to start my life from here all over again. Someone who has no idea of what i have been through would think i am lucky.

I feel like an animal in a cage. Every minute i fear , i donot know how long i am suppose to stay here, what would i do when i have my freedom back? There would probaly be a more painfall dead waiting for me, because i have betrayed the people who took my freedom and my inner happiness away. Sooner or later i will get my revenge. They have enriched themselves through the exploitation of  many defenceless women like me.

Everyday i wake up afraid, for how long will i stay protected? if I will hear someday,someone say "you are going now to your country, we shall not need your services any more" and who would suggest that for me to go back to my country would not be the same doom?

I have no fear to die at anytime, but i donot want to be put to death in an agonizing way, long tortures and long humilations. These people are savages, they have fun torturing others.

Every evening i pray to God for a long and quite life, for me and my beloved onces. Shall my prayers be answered?

How can people be so cruel and beastly? They have taken everything away from me, everything, everything that i have painfully built. Nothing is left except for tears and fear, painful reminiscences of these painful days, on all what i have lived and my humilations. I have so much hatred for these people and i have the desire to revenge as they have made my life a living hell.

I can only forgive my cousin with a heavy heart, for she is to blame, for what i have gone through, what i am still going through and what i would go through. How could she betray me? Had she so much hardship  that she would make such an unscrupulous decision to sell me like a commodity? Why did she not think about it? that she would make her nephew an orphan, why did she lie and deceive me? I ask my self these questions everyday.

I call on everyone reading this, donot trust anyone who tells you about the blue skies in the heavens. Donot believe in easy money. Donot believe that your manpower is badly needed somewhere. All are just fairy-tales, these people promise alot, the truth however will never be experienced. No matter how much hardship we go through our inner happiness is important.

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